you finally are able to play the game you are absolutely Obsessed with only to find out you are Genuine Dog Shit at it. if i was boyfriend, girlfriend would for real break up with me. dearest would b feelin bad for me. hes like man this isnt even funny anymore. fuck.

i'm still learning how to reach out and talk to people. i've been interested in making some new buds, but honestly i'm not sure how to anymore! every site i go on has a sort of... different culture, i suppose? and it's predddyyyy confusing to adapt to.

but anyways,

i have a ton of wips i've been working on, some sketches i was gonna digitally render. i've been getting art advice from good friends to try and help things "pop". i'm sure if you look at some of my older stuff you'd be able to see! but, man ... my brain does not like to finish projects, just start them ...

somebody scouted me, at least! so that must mean my improvement is notable. i'd been working on that lich princess for about a month, which is the longest i've basically ever tended to a piece.

so, i don't really know what to say or what to do, but i'm still alive and working on some stuff. ^_^ i might work on NG instead of focusing on my X account.

i need to digitally render my fakemons evolutions and mega, too .... finish this DamiOtie piece i have in the folder, and some other stuff...

reach out if you want! or not! i'm still gonna be here XP

i keep trying to make stuff specifically to post it on NG, but i never finish anything!

do you guys suffer from that too?

i've been here every day, making sketches i'm proud of, and then partially rendering them on my laptop, but if i can't finish it by the time i go to bed, then by the time i wake up i have new ideas i want to draw instead 😭

also, i don't even know if i'm posting this in the right area. still learning how the site works yadda yadda

so, i'm still learning the culture of the site. hopefully i'm not posting too obnoxiously or anything lol. i just want to upload a bunch of my art over from my twitter and get the motivation to make some new pieces.

my biggest issue is that i try new brushes at the same time i'm trying to make something "high effort" which wastes all of my energy being frustrated... lmfao.

anyways, i'm really glad to be here. hoping to learn how to speak to people better and get a bit social!

it's great to meet you all.